My heart on fire.
I couldn't sleep. The Awakened One appeared before me and within me, to remind me of the integral meditation of combining....consciousness never sleeps, the heart beat never sleeps, the first original zygote cell never sleeps and the breath never sleeps....focusing your attention on these four aspects of being awake with the space of your heart of hearts...fuels the fire of the heart...and awakens the soul to the truth of the most divine love. Feeling that it is time to share The Awakened One with the world.
It feels like i wrote many many books last night. Solved all the challenges concerning money and saw so many visions of insanity transforming into sanity....sichness into health....dysfunction into function....hate into love. The most amazing paradox in life for me is that we are all born individual unique miraculous creative beautiful geniuses while we are all being oneself. Paradoxes are the foundation of life's hilariousness.
The source of all humor and laughter. Peace, the balance that makes the dance between the extremes wildly exotic and free.
Today is Randy's Birthday. Happy birthday Randy.
Makiah is still asleep. He has a doctor's appointment in forty five minutes. George is taking him. Then i will take him to school. I have decided to change the names of the innocent within the context of this blog and life per request of a certain star character. Personally, i don't thing there is such a thing as privacy. We are all one, seems to be the one scientific fact that scientists agree upon. The truth holding the unified theory and all things in all universes together. Or not together as the god particle seems to suggest. I love theoretical physics and the ability to integrate symbols of mathematics logic and imagination with intuition and shared visions of non material truths. More religion at times than science. In GOD we trust.
I had a morning 'discussion' with George this morning, early. He was upstairs reading a novel as very very very often that she does. I explained that i was confused. Wondering how i could be treated so coldly, distant and with such disgust when in reality i was the one who had lived the longest with her, knows her more than anyone on the planet and for sure loved her to the farther-est depths of the heart than anyone else.
I was puzzled why 'affairs' always seemed to occupy her attention and focus rather than the reality of the truth of family and love and all things Ki Maah.
Life is a wondrous mysterious swirling spiraling 'hairball.'
INTENTION
Tuesday is all about intention. Here is my intention.
To integrate the most amazing miraculous genius system of being Paradise Utopia
completely synchronized with everything and everyone in all the universes.
Paradise Utopia is the most sacred union and reality of my body-mind-spirit unified field.
My intention is to co-create systems without and between what is within so that the heart of reality and truth of the beauty of integrating the oneness of within as without...becomes hilariously blissful in the nature
of perceiving and experiencing life's adventurous journey.
Mediation is a quality of life that i began focusing on during my nine month journey of walking across America with the great peace march in 1986. My focus within the walk was to meditate, contemplate and prayer on the question...." What is peace? " ....as my previous art show 'Patterns of Thought' was all based on the art of electroencephalographs and color coded brain theory applications. So although i really believe i mastered the art of mediation while spending my first nine months within the most deliciously creative home of The Worlds Greatest Mom's womb. Swimming about effortlessly, no need of breathing or eating...just the pure bliss or being and creating so effortlessly. Wow...what a great lesson in meditation...
listening listening listening
to mom's heartbeat and everything else i could hear.
Now....my favorite meditation is working with my greatest addiction...breathing.
I breath in Paradise....i integrate it with oneself ...and breath out Utopia.
I AM Paradise Utopia....I love that integral experience.
Another favorite is based on something more simple and easy and profound.
It came to me from listening to a Deepak Chopra meditation where Dr. Chopra talks about everything being an exclusionary projection until the object and the observer became one.
In creative unified field experiential terms that meditation unfolds with the awareness of relationship of
As all else is just a projection of our own insanity.
Truths vs Lies.
Lawyers vs Common Sense
The Constitution, The Lords Prayer, The Oath of Office,
My conversation with George seems to be centered on sanity vs insanity and which world should rule the roost. All for the benefit of The Child, of coarse.
George has the money. George has the job. George has four children. George knows four fathers intimately. George knows many many many men intimately. George knows how to keep secrets George knows how to separate realities. George knows how to act. George knows how to be a star player. George knows how to sing the song, 'Amazing Grace, ' George knows how to find the most perfect get a way, George is the worlds most amazing mom. Makiah Orion Miller is blessed to have her as his his MOM. I have been blessed to pass through time on the same path with her through so many life altering experiences.
George is my beloved, that i know. Maybe even The Source of all that is Beloved.
Okay. Some of this book is based on truth some on lies some on exclusionary misperceptions.
" i be money " is fiction. Don't you think that is how it should be! Ya, totally one hundred percent fiction.
The truth of it all is in the space between the letters and words and sentences.
This book can only be read through the intuitive heart of reality.
You'll 'get it ' or you won't.
The field of dreams will manifest all your dream BIG dreams or nothing will change.
Obama is coming.
During the last presidential campaign of 2008 i decided to register and vote for the first time.
For some weird reason i was born a master politician. A natural skill and talent.
I practiced the privileges of it all in junior high and high school, until upon graduating i decided to give it up and no more meetings and no more privilege from being an elected official.
The 2008 election was hilariously exciting for me. Too too hilarious!
In Mount Vernon my favorite event is Chalk the Walk, the first weekend in May.
Several years ago i was Chalking the Walk next to Mary Campbell who was chalking a
portrait of President Barack Obama I suggested we go to D.C. and Chalk the White House.
Tonight i Chalked Mount Vernon
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Looking forward to seeing the President tomorrow at my old alma matter
Cornell College in Mount Vernon Iowa
Heart on Fire
as i served and was served by two of my buddies.
Thank you...Ann Kinney and Curt Eilers.
Friends are the key to a healthy happy wealthy life.
